Day 18
This dude Major Lazer is pretty cool. How cool is this title "Guns don't kill people, Lazers do." Greatness.
I don't want to work, and this is not good. This is so bad I don't know what to do with myself. In the past I would have just not wavered and fought like an animal to not work. I thought working was man's stupid decision to make others their subjects. I thought working was all about control. I now see working is all about growth. The more I work, the more I grow, the more I earn, the better I become.
I work til exhaustion, then I work to get out of exhaustion, and then I feel great. I don't recommend this for anyone who can do a better job at not exerting oneself to the maximum level needed to work out of exhaustion. Most people just need to rest when they are exhausted, and it is dangerous to work oneself out of exhaustion, the right motives need to be present, however I can't do things like sport fuck or drink champagne, and I sure as hell can't smoke weed or cigarettes, so I have to just work harder and hope someone benefits.
I had a set back where I thought I could possibly not earn by still doing the right thing. I don't know where it came from other than a blatant lie in my head, it affected my ability to stimulate, and after looking at all the resources I saw there was no good reason or reason at all to be in the danger zone when it comes to a small pool of income.
I really have to address my envy, and even though it has been addressed, it will need to vanish or be removed. What the envy does is it persuades me to take action to become something that I am not, so I become an actor essentially, but the whole world just looks at the performance and says "I wish he would stop acting, he's driving me crazy." I'm not trying to act, I am just that dumb, I rarely know what to do, except when it comes to money, I know exactly what to do with money most of the time.
That reminds me I have something to do, have a great day.
I don't want to work, and this is not good. This is so bad I don't know what to do with myself. In the past I would have just not wavered and fought like an animal to not work. I thought working was man's stupid decision to make others their subjects. I thought working was all about control. I now see working is all about growth. The more I work, the more I grow, the more I earn, the better I become.
I work til exhaustion, then I work to get out of exhaustion, and then I feel great. I don't recommend this for anyone who can do a better job at not exerting oneself to the maximum level needed to work out of exhaustion. Most people just need to rest when they are exhausted, and it is dangerous to work oneself out of exhaustion, the right motives need to be present, however I can't do things like sport fuck or drink champagne, and I sure as hell can't smoke weed or cigarettes, so I have to just work harder and hope someone benefits.
I had a set back where I thought I could possibly not earn by still doing the right thing. I don't know where it came from other than a blatant lie in my head, it affected my ability to stimulate, and after looking at all the resources I saw there was no good reason or reason at all to be in the danger zone when it comes to a small pool of income.
I really have to address my envy, and even though it has been addressed, it will need to vanish or be removed. What the envy does is it persuades me to take action to become something that I am not, so I become an actor essentially, but the whole world just looks at the performance and says "I wish he would stop acting, he's driving me crazy." I'm not trying to act, I am just that dumb, I rarely know what to do, except when it comes to money, I know exactly what to do with money most of the time.
That reminds me I have something to do, have a great day.
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