I'm fighting some serious depression right now. I moved to Oklahoma to be with Rick.  I don't even know what I was thinking.  Nothing has changed.  WIth me - or with him. Now, I'm stuck here.  I quit two jobs (slaps self hard).  There are no jobs here.  I spend all day long looking...looking...looking.  Nada!  I am not even eligible for unemployment.  I have zip.  I hate it here with a passion.  I want to go home.  :(