I'm fighting some serious depression right now. I moved to Oklahoma to be with Rick.  I don't even know what I was thinking.  Nothing has changed.  WIth me - or with him. Now, I'm stuck here.  I quit two jobs (slaps self hard).  There are no jobs here.  I spend all day long looking...looking...looking.  Nada!  I am not even eligible for unemployment.  I have zip.  I hate it here with a passion.  I want to go home.  :( 

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peanutzz
peanutzz

Like the old saying \"no matter where you go, there you are\" ? Sorry Shari. Hope things pick up for you. Maybe if you keep at it something amazing will open up. Or you could always go home. Follow your heart and not your head at all times. xoxo
ShariB
ShariB

You know - I damned near typed those exact words in this entry. I swear it! It\'s SO true. I need to work on a lot of stuff before I can be anywhere and have things be ok. I just don\'t know how to begin to change me. it all seems so overwhelming ya know? I want it all to be fixed NOW. That\'s just not gonna happen. :(
deleted_user
deleted_user

I do so hope things work out for you dear. I know you and Rick have had your ups and downs. Stay Strong, Love.