Well it's 7:30 am and sis and family are on their way to Illinois, now they're saying they will probably be back in month at most, don't know what they're doing. When I left Illinois I never felt a pull to go back, I don't even like to visit that much, But as i said sis lost a full term baby who is buried back there with our mom. I know people have different feelings on this but i am so glad we cremated Suzette and she can always be with me no matter where we go. Stephen has dr. appt this am, poison ivy again he breaks out so bad, hoping we can get it taken care of before he goes. I guess we better start working on packing when we get back, he's going no matter how long i procrastinate so may as well get on it. One family of in-laws were here most of day yesterday and stayed the night, they are starting to stir so i better go play host. hoping all have a good day. luv and hugs to all. Peacefull feeling gone and back to don't know what i am feeling.