Stephen went this morning for his last wrist check up, everything looks great, no more brace and cleared for all activities. Of course i am worried and plan to keep brace handy in case he over does it, he is still tender when flexing and moving. Last full day of school today, will be nice having them here under my wing but not looking forward to all the aguements between all the kids. Stephen needs to start getting things ready, he leaves for collage in 10 days(YIKES), It is the Lyon's collage and called the upward bound program. Will be weird just being me and David all day. Sis and family are still living here but they are talking about going back to Illinois for couple mo. this summer so it will be me and David if they go. My sis-in-law will be over alot with her kids but i really don't like her much. Hubby's bro works at farm shop next dooor to us so sis-in-law is over everyday, I have to watch her, things turn up missing when she is over, things like kids meds, any pain pill that might be left out ect....   We had falling out year ago but she has been coming over more and more now, it was a nice quite year. Their kids, yell, cuss, chew dip, fight and really test my nerves, would much rather be all alone than with them, oh well, can't pick your in-laws right. Have been looking at my house a little closer, boy do i need to clean. Didn't do any spring cleaning, and haven't even washed my cupboard fronts since before,  think i have cleaned my bedroom once, there is stuff piled everywhere, late on almost every bill because they are scattered over desk and not organized, have been asking hubby to help with it but never gets done, how can he be so supportive emotionaly(most of time) and suck so bad at physical support. I guess if stuff starts getting shut off he'll figure i wasn't kidding, just can't get myself to do it and now there are so many i get stressed just thinking about it, don't see why he couldn't write out the checks while i organize and put in folder, he has even made comments about extra $ in bank-"IT'S NOT EXTRA, IT'S THE BILL $ I HAVEN'T SENT, LIKE I HAVE BEEN TELLING YOU-DUH" It seems i can only keep up with acting normal on one thing at a time and that hasn't been paperwork for a while.  Anyway figure David and i can do some spring cleaning over summer, he likes to wash the walls.   I have rambled on enough, wish i could figure my feelings out and not feel so numb, don't even hardly cry anymore, just move through the days.....   luv and hugs to all and wishing you a good day.