I have a sinus cold and have been taking med and feel little spacy today but it's kinda nice to have my brain blurred for a change. Stephen's surgery is tomorrow and even though dr says its very minor he is still being put under and that has me nervous. This busy week has helped fill my time with more than just time to sit and think and thats good i guess, the end of this week my hutch i ordered for her urn and things should be in and i haven't even been able to bring myself to go through any pics or stuff to put in there with her, I have an image in my head of what i want to do with it, collage of her through the years, grad. stuff, and i haven't been able to get myself to go through anything yet, the only things ready are her and the funeral flowers and nick-knacks and i want more that just the end things in there when we get it. Oh well i will get to it when i get to it.
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Don\'t rush this is a project that you can take your time with. Be gentle with yourself. Sorry to hear that your not feeling well. Busy is good sometimes. Take Care of U, Love and Hugs.
Hi: I read all of your journals, and I think you are expecting a lot from yourself, too soon. I think your loss is so new, and you have to give yourself time. Give yourself a break and take some time for yourself and take care of you. I am so sorry for your loss, and I know your pain. We have been robbed of at least 1/3 of our future. Nothing will ever make up for that. I hope you are finding some peace in your day today, and take the time to be good to yourself today. Take care.
I have found that distractions are good...any time that we DON\'T think of our angels...gives our minds a break. But be kind to yourself...don\'t push yourself...a common phrase here is...be kind to yourself. Love and hugs...Karen