Todayis again day 1. I haven't been here because I kept relasping and felt like a loser amd everyone even though hard for them maintained sobriety. I'm nervous because we have some dinners with friends coming up and  ew Years.  I have the post drinking anxiety today and I was never without a drink morning till night. Even though I know I have a serous binge drinking problem I still continued to live in denial.  So here goes nothing I know I will be so proud of myself and it's been a long time since I set goals for myself.

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Magpie2
Magpie2

Welcome back!
forestfreek
forestfreek

Don\'t ever feel like a loser for relapsing. We\'ve all been there! It\'s very few people that quit drinking and get it right the first time. Here is where you need to be when you are struggling so that we can help to support you. You have nothing to be ashamed of.
HUGE HUGS
Jen