I drank and drank this weekend again. Feel like shit today have that bloated face off work and no energy so ate chips and dip for breakfast nice.  I wish I could bottle this feeling anxiety etc to remind myself I don't want to drink. Just a bad day can't wait till tomorrow my head will be clearer and get back on track. I was going to go to meetings this weekend and try this new church instead was nothing but a drunk just so gross!