Stressed...
Rough two weeks...
Wrapping up the last week of school with honors program and end of year stuff.
Then packing and moving what felt like 200 boxes out of my classroom and saying goodbye to the four walls that had been "mine" for the past six years. Thank goodness I had my son to help me. He was a great trooper and never complained.
Three interviews in two days with no luck. Even though I have tons of experience, I don't feel positive about getting a job. I thought I aced the two that I really wanted. Looking back, there's too much competition. Even though I have never been good at selling myself, i did the best I could and gave everything i had. I feel totally deflated. I have been praying to get a job so that I can provide my son what he needs. He deserves the best for what I have put him through.
This divorce is draining me emotionally, physically, and financially. I regret the day that I ever met him. The worst mistake I have ever made. I know he did not deserve me, but yet he made me feel so inferior. God will see that one day he suffers for what he does and how he treats others. He is heartless.
I am trusting in God's guidance to take care of us. He has always guided me before. I am so thankful for my family. They have given me more support than I thought I would ever need. I have always been a strong person. I allowed him to take that away.
Wrapping up the last week of school with honors program and end of year stuff.
Then packing and moving what felt like 200 boxes out of my classroom and saying goodbye to the four walls that had been "mine" for the past six years. Thank goodness I had my son to help me. He was a great trooper and never complained.
Three interviews in two days with no luck. Even though I have tons of experience, I don't feel positive about getting a job. I thought I aced the two that I really wanted. Looking back, there's too much competition. Even though I have never been good at selling myself, i did the best I could and gave everything i had. I feel totally deflated. I have been praying to get a job so that I can provide my son what he needs. He deserves the best for what I have put him through.
This divorce is draining me emotionally, physically, and financially. I regret the day that I ever met him. The worst mistake I have ever made. I know he did not deserve me, but yet he made me feel so inferior. God will see that one day he suffers for what he does and how he treats others. He is heartless.
I am trusting in God's guidance to take care of us. He has always guided me before. I am so thankful for my family. They have given me more support than I thought I would ever need. I have always been a strong person. I allowed him to take that away.
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