Just thinking...

i wonder if there will ever come a day when I wake up and feel that it will be a "normal" day? Just wanting to have thoughts of what to cook for breakfast, errands I need to run, etc. Everyday I wake up lonely, hurting, sad, worried...how am i going to do things for myself, how am I going to be able to cope, what does the future hold for me?  I don't want to go to work nor be around anyone unless it's my family who's in another state.  I am so tired...

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HeadedtoBama
HeadedtoBama

After almost four months, I think I am finally getting there. It has taken sooo long to get my life going in the right direction. New job, and I think I had found our new apartment and Brent\'s new school. I didn\'t realize how far I have come until reading this posting. It\'s just going to take time. Divorce is still in early stages....
HeadedtoBama
HeadedtoBama

Also, I am learning to love my life, my independence, and spending more time with Brent. We have had each other to lean on through all of this. No one will understand the hell that we have been through for years...