Progress
I have been spending a lot of time Thinking.
Thinking about why I am unhappy, thinking about why I am unhappy where I live, thinking about when people make me unhappy. And when I get so angry at the actions and words of other people-the anger masking the hurt-well, there is nothing I can do about their actions and words. If they act Fucked up, they act Fucked up. Why do I get so angry>? It is better to let it go. let them go. And find People who will not do and say Fucked up things.
I feel this is a really big step for me.
It is not easy. It involved not just letting friends go...letting family go as well. It is such a hard thing to do. But to say, hey, you act Fucked up, you have ALWAYS acted Fucked up, and I do not like it, and I won't put up with it anymore...it is Huge.
Thinking about why I am unhappy, thinking about why I am unhappy where I live, thinking about when people make me unhappy. And when I get so angry at the actions and words of other people-the anger masking the hurt-well, there is nothing I can do about their actions and words. If they act Fucked up, they act Fucked up. Why do I get so angry>? It is better to let it go. let them go. And find People who will not do and say Fucked up things.
I feel this is a really big step for me.
It is not easy. It involved not just letting friends go...letting family go as well. It is such a hard thing to do. But to say, hey, you act Fucked up, you have ALWAYS acted Fucked up, and I do not like it, and I won't put up with it anymore...it is Huge.
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