worried

I can't get this surgery out of my mind. Is it the end or just the beginning? I really do feel like I am doing the right thing, but I am very sacred. I have really started bleeding with vengeance and some stomach pain. I have taken my norco off and on and of the course the good ole job calls to see if I want to work. not going to happen while I am taking the norco. My surgery is at 630 am on monday. Pray for me.