yuck

Today, I got really upset because I fixed my husband breakfast in bed and he was too sick to eat it. I was taking it personal and that is stupid and unreasonable for me to act that way. I am still upset that my 21 year old wants to strip. I am trying to adjust to my switch in birth control for the third time and my double increase in my beta blocker and I feel weird to be honest. I don't feel high but I feel weird. I just feel like I don't want to overreact to anything. I feel like I could very easily. I feel blah, and don't even really feel like journaling today. I just wrote a poem in my anxiety journal. Now I am going to find food to eat and watch a movie. ttyl journal