well idk if mason moved out or not, but he left today and mom and dad said they were kicking him out. idk y this time him being here was so hard but it was. i feel like crying so much, i cried myself to sleep last night...he used our computer and i can't touch anything he touched without almost throwing up and so i can barely touch the mouse or keyboard...i put some pants over the chair so i could sit in it. i hope he's really gone, i just want to feel safe again. i want to be able to sleep again. to touch my things without almost puking at the thought of him touching it. i feel so gross touching the mouse and keyboard, im trying not to touch them as much as possible.