hmm well life kind of sucks. i don't really know what to do. lately i've felt empty and depressed. i wish i could feel something other then pain and sadness. i wish i could feel happy, love, anything. i feel like there's nothing in me, that there's this huge empty space in me. i just keep woundering what im living for? im not even living im just going through the motions. i hate this, i have no one here, no one to make me feel loved or wanted or anything. im not close with anyone here. the people i was close to and that made me feel happy and loves are all gone. im all alone and it's getting hard to deal with. i try not to think about it but i catch myself thinking about it. i want to feel like i'm someone's everyhing.