well i have a meeting with my counselor tomorrow at 8 in the morning. i hate it cuz all through the 2 weeks i have so much i could talk to her about but when my meeting comes up and it's like the day before i feel ok and like i don't need to go and i wont talk about anything that was bothering me through out the 2 weeks. like i really wanted to talk to her about the dream i had a couple nights ago..im not sure if i wrote about it or not but it really bothered me for a couple days and i even wrote it down so i could read it to her but now i don't want to read it and i don't see it as a big deal anymore. in my dream i was on a boat trying out for like this dance thing and then it stopped and mason and i went to a hotel but mason left and then i was there alone but i was ok with that. then my mannager came and he tried to get on top of me but i got away and drove away in the car mason left and i tried to call amanda to tell me how to get to her place but she wouldn't tell me then she just stopped talking. then i was runnign a way from luke cuz he was trying to get to me. he was going to hurt me and i didn't have any place to go. i was so scared. then i saw my family and my aunt and i ran up and gave my aunt a huge hug. then a lil later this lil girl came up and asked where luke was and i started to have a panic attack and my aund didn't know but ask y and the lil girl said because he's fun! she was like he makes me feel good, i like when he goes in my pants. and i couldn't take it anymore i ran as fast as i could i thought i was gonna throw up or something it was so horrible. i saw my aunt running after me, and i waited for her to come get me but she never came. that's basically my dream in a nut shell. Luke never really hurt me it was mason i just have like 2 memoried of luke and he didn't really even do anything so idk y i dreamt of luke being the one i was trying to get away from. idk what to do....should i just read my dream to her?