well today was interesting. i went and got on birth control today. it was ok untill i had to get a physical and then it i just wanted to leave. she did a breast exam on me and then she looked at my vag and shoved a finger in me. i was so uncomfortable and i just wanted to leave i didn't even want to get the birth control anymore. but i stuck it out and go the birth control. i hadn't had that type of physical since i told about the abuse when i was 13 and they did an exam on me too.