ugh i don't even know what to say. my stomach feels like im gonna throw up and i hate it. i wish amanda and i got to hang out a lil more. im getting tired of fighting with mom about college and going to LA for a college visit. i can understand not wanting me to go to college out in LA but i don't understand why she wont let me go for a college visit. it's not like i'll be there all alone amanda and dave will be out there. i'd rather go out there now and spend a few hundred dollars on a plane ticket then like alot more to actually go out there for school and find out that i hate it. us fighting is just taking a toll on me. school is gay, im pretty sure im doing better in adv. algebra then geometry. i have to wake up early every morning, monday and wednesday isn't that early really i have to be up by 6:45 but on all the other day's i have to be up by 5:45 and that's hard. ugh!