So things are a lil better. I’m just really tired. Sorry that I was down. It was just ahh, had a flash back and it really threw me off. It’s one I’ve been trying to forget and one I hate myself for and idk just wasn’t expecting it and ahh idk. I need to stop talking about it I’m going to start crying or something, I can’t handle it yet. I get to miss school tomorrow yay! Cuz the drama people are going to watch a play so I get to go and we will be gone all of school so I’m excited about that! My mom called my phone today and left me a message telling me they were going to go to a town to “look around”. She didn’t tell me in the message what they were doing cuz she thought she could trick me into going or at least calling her back. So I did anyways and her and my dad were actually going to go and see mason’s house and another one he’s considering getting. Duh she knew I wouldn’t want to go and she tried to trick me. Ahh she makes me mad….srry. GOD I CAN’T TYPE AND IT’S PISSING ME OFF TO NO OTHER SO I’M JUST GONNA STOP!
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I think that flashbacks come when were ready to take a new small step in healing. I use to have them before I even knew it, but a friend could tell from the way my eyes glazed over. In time, I recognized them, and later they finally stopped. Now it\'s all in the past. Your mind won\'t give you what you can\'t handle, and that is why I think it is for a step in your healing process. As far as your mother goes, next time you have a strong hunch that she\'s baiting you, don\'t call her. Don\'t allow yourself to fall into \"her tricks\" and you will spare yourself of the aggravation. Trust your instincts.
Hello You. U r 2 smart for your manipulating MOM. She\'s just a typical mother who wants all her kids loving and close. That will NEVER happen!
PIGS DESERVE NOTHING!
umm miss?its totally not yuur fault that yuu felt down.there is no need to say i\'m srry.do yu understand? :]
the smart girl that yuu are saw right past yuur mom...good for yuu...i\'m sryr about what shes doing.its just terrible.
gosh i remember those days of missing school... wow do i miss them