Ahh I’m so confused and hurt in so many way’s. I lost my job basically but it was my own fault. I missed work to many times and I checked the schedule tonight to see if I worked and I looked at the wrong spot and so the one I looked at said I didn’t work but I was really suppose to work so I just said fuck it and I didn’t go out once I knew I had to work. I had drama practice I had to go to so idk I could have went cuz I don’t have a main part but idk I just don’t like work. I was gonna quit any way cuz I have basketball coming up and I wont be able to concentrate on that and try and remember when I have to work so it just wasn’t going to work out. *sigh* My best friend is starting to hang out with another girl and their getting close leaving me by myself once again. I hate this. She always does this to me. Either we’ll be close and hanging out a lot or she’ll start to get close with someone else and hang with them and she’ll just forget about me. Idk we’ve been best friends since 2nd grade. I’ve always been there for her and she’s always been there for me. Idk I’m use to this I guess it just get’s old. I just feel that I have no one. No one here no one anywhere. Idk, I don’t know anything anymore. I just feel lost.
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i\'m srry about yuur job..but maybe its good not to have to deal with that stress anymore.
friends are terribley hard to figure out...and it makes everything worse...i\'m srry about the friend...i think if yuu talk to her aittle about it...that may help.
Sorry to hear about your job. When you\'re ready, I\'m sure you\'ll find another one. Sounds like it\'s time to find a new BF. She seems to do this to you a lot and you continue to put up with it. Maybe if you find someone else to hang with, things can be different.
Sometimes people just need some space within their relationships and come back around. Other times people just grow in different directions. In any case, try to remember that when one friend leaves, it\'s an opportunity for someone or something else to come in to your life. Many times change doesn\'t feel good, but it works out for the best in the end.