ugh, so last night i cut. grrr.  i hadn't cut since august. i cut on my hip (the usual spot) and then on my wrist. god i just wanted to die. the ones on my wrist arnt bad. so we get out early from school. thinking of going home and finding something to drink. but i dont' want to get drunk cuz the volleyball girls have a game tonight that i am going to and i have drama pratice at 6:30 so ya. well i better go.i'm suppose to be doing some gay home work thing so bye.