i have never felt so depressed for so long. i hate this. i hate pretending i'm ok and that everything is ok. these last few day's have been so much fun and i wish i could enjoy them in stead of acting like i am. i just want to actually enjoy my life. why can't everyone just give up on me so i can give up on myself?
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its ever so hard when u feel like this im totaly like that what ur saying even brought tears to my eyes. i often wonder when all these bad feelins will go away an want people to let me fade away .im getting there now if u need a chat just say x
I WILL NOT, WILL MOT, GIVE UP ON YOU! Things will get better -- things don\'t usually get better when we want them to, but they do within God\'s speed. Many times new awareness must be understood before change or understanding comes that, in turn, will allow for growth. That growth will bring new happiness. It all takes time. Don\'t be hard on yourself. As you mature through the years, you\'ll see. For now, try to stay in the moment as much as possible.
You know that I will never give up on you. Hang in there. I care about you.