so, i survived another day. i know i should prolly slow down and take a breather but i just can't. if i do i will thinkg more about my pathetic life and how much i just shouldn't be here. i'm still very depressed and living this day hour by hour. i am tired and have homework to do still and i have cross country in the morning and i have to be up but a lil before 6. so ya i better head to bed and try to get my home work done and get some sleep.
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i know right now its seems likke yuu shouldnt bee here and it sucks...but i knoww yuu can do it...yuu need to take a small breather atleast iff yuu wanna feel better...everything in life is so stressful and it harder whenn we makee it so much more so.
I hope someone talked with you earlier tonight...I am sorry you are feeling so bad...Hang in there my friend...you have so much life ahead of you, and when you get out of from all the triggers and stress, it will get better, it will.
Living moment by moment, hour by hour is good. It keeps you in the present and that is where you live. That is what you have and that\'s what matters. How you choose to think and be in each moment is totally up to you. Please get enough sleep - it alwlays helps.
i love u
and ur life is not pathtic your a wonderful asset to this world...just keep your head up because it will get better, one day at a time
good luck with cross country and yes u should b here!