ok so one last thing...srry. well my brother luke left today, actually just a few minutes ago. i miss him already. i wanted him to be here for my birthday and i wish he would of stayed one more day. he could of just stayed till tomorrow and then left in the afternoon or something or just so i coudl see him on my birthday. he's the only one i get along with besides my dad. now i know he abused me too but idk sometime's it's werid but he's my brother and idk i can't explain it. i just feel like crying.mason is getting more comfortable and is talking to me more and i don't want him to i don't want anyting to do with him but my parent's (mom mostly) keep putting me in sistuation's with him and he keep's talking to me and i just don't like it. i'm so depressed right now. i feel so alone.
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I hate the feelings you get when someone you love leaves... I\'m going through that right now because i\'m away from my Mother. Sounds dorky, but I do love having her around. I\'m only 45 minutes away, but it\'s not like I can just do things with her they have to be planned now, ya know? Take care.
Is there somewhere in your heart that you can begin to forgive Mason like you\'ve done with Luke? Forgiveness is a huge part in healing. Your punishing yourself more than you are him by your anger.
dude your moms a bit of a bitch!! What did luke do the same as mason ?? Man u do need to get the fuck out of there thats what i did!
welll tryy and cee if yuu can keep talking to luke.
i\'m srry that things aree soo uncomfy withh mason.it must be terriblely hard for yuu.
Is there any way that you can explain to your mom how uncomfortable you are with Mason and that you don\'t want to be left alone with him??? I know not all moms are like me but if my teenage daughter told me she was uncomfortable with anyone there would be no way in hell I would leave them alone together.
Your Mom should NOT be forcing you to talk or do anything with him...that\'s not right, and not fair to you...She\'s not thinking of how YOU feel.
That\'s how my Mom was too when I reconnected with her, and then she tried to get my Abuser Step-Dad to be involved with things again...all the while, every time I saw him it was subconciously triggering me, and sending me spiraling me more downward towards PTSD....it sucked the life out of me....but he didn\'t win, I have my Power back, I have my Control back now, and he\'ll NEVER get it back, NEVER.
Your Mom and you would REALLY benefit from some therapy...she is SO in DENIAL.
OH, OH, OH..I have something to send you, that I think would be beneficial to your story. I\'ll message you, the Elephant in the Room.