well i know i havent written in a while but i just didn't know what to say. i had no word's. umm well mason had to take me out to work on sunday because my mom and dad had hangover's from that night. so it was very weird and i felt like i couldn't breath, like something was on my chest and it scared me but we got their and i just jumped out and went in as fast as i could. i was a lil out of it and stuff and this girl i was waitressing with keept asking me if i was ok but i just told her it was cuz i didn't want to waitress.school is going ok i guess. i have homework almost everynight which sucks but oh well. umm cross country is going ok too. i wont be as good as i was last year i don't think just cuz i didn't run over the summer so that put me back a lil and so ya. well we were suppose to have a meet today but it got cancled cuz of all the rain and so today we had a fake meet where we still wore our uniform's and ran and stuff but it was just against ourselves and it was ok.
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sounds likke yuu were panicing.whiich is normal..i\'m sorry yuu had that feling.it sucks. =[
I\'m sorry you were put in that situation. A panic attack is normal in situations like that. I\'m glad school is going okay for you and hope it gets better as the year goes on. I have a feeling that you will be back into running like your old self in no time at all.
I imagine that Mason grew up from having been in the service and that experience probably taught him some self dicipline. I don\'t think that he will disrespect you like he did in the past ever again. Though, your fear is understandable. It will take time. Hang in there.
yes sounds like a panic attack...they suck ass. hope you are doing well and have a great weekend