well school start's tomorrow :( i'm sad that were starting because i don't really like homework all that much and i just hate that i don't have a life once school start's and having a job is really gonna make me not have a life! but then again i like school, i like being chalanged and stuff but it just sucks that other people don't like it so it put's me in this i don't like school and idk it's weird how you can develop the same attitute as someone else even tho it's not how you feel. it's prolly has something to do with that people more so teen's would rather change how they feel about something completely than trying to go against it, like it would be less of a effort and it would cause less drama and stuff. idk it's weird.i relized reading my last two journal's that i can because like depressed really quick. because when i wrote my journal about my aunt's and stuff i was felling really good and then the one about going through the emotion's and stuff i wrote that like a few hour's later and i felt more depressed writing that one and i wasn't in the same mood as before. idk i'm weird i guess. well i should head to bed to wake up for school.
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Yea, I know what you mean about people and attitudes. I found more happiness within myself after I aligned myself with people who are of like mind. Everyone is real that way - true to themselves.
Good luck with school girl. You can do it. And the emotions are normal, I think we all feel that way. Just ride with them, you feel the way you feel. One thing I\'ve learned, you can\'t deny or reject your emotions.