well right now i'm doing pretty good i guess. no one is home and i love when i'm home alone. i'm just sitting here listening to music and being on the computer! it's great. i dont' want anyone to come home. if i could i would get my own apartment and live there but i know my mom would never let me but idk if i would want my 16 year old getting her own apartment but then again i wouldn't let the abuser of my 16 year old live in the house either. it's when everyone is home that i can't stand it. and when it's time for bed. that's usually when i get really suicidal because i'm by myself and everyone is sleeping and all these's thought's come flying in my head about the abuse and about everything and it's overwhelming and i don't want to deal with it and all this.
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I like it when I can be alone too but being alone is not always the best thing for me. Anyway, enjoy it when you get it. You will soon be old enough to get your own place so just try to hang in there until then.
i love to home alone too.it my only time i really lovee beeing home..
I\'d imagine you have a lock on your door??!! Since your mother is so god darned IGNORANT and doesn\'t have enough respect or common courtesy to make this SLOB stay somewhere else, I\'d just double LOCK my door, and windows if it helped. Then u r in there and u can feel safe!!! I hope things get better for you! You dont deserve any of this. U r the cutest sweetest little girl. I love u, Nichole
i can relate about bedtime,i hate lying there cause of all the thoughts,if u can try and relax urself b4 bed like have a bath or sumit that way it may help u to feel more nice & content and help u sleep better!X