today is idk, going better than yesterday i guess. my friend called me, so i feel better about that. but i still feel horrible. sad, feel like crying. i work tonight so i'm glad about that. my parent's are golfing, well it might just be my mom idk if my dad is in it, but today is the beer tounrament, it's a golf tounrament but they all drink while they golf or something idk. but i hope their out late and come home and go to bed right away.