meet with my counselor. that was ok we didnt' really talk about much. she had me tell her thing's i liked about myself and thing's i didn't like. and then we just talked a lil about out last meeting and that was pretty much about it. she wanted to slow it down cuz we went pretty fast on our second meeting. she said that she wanted to slow down cuz she noticed that she pushed me a lil hard on our second meeting and thought that it would be a good idea to slow down for a while. and i agree, she did push me hard and so i'm glad i get a break. umm so that's pretty much all i got right now. oh and i told her about my mom and that i thought maybe  she was abused or something and she said that she'd like to bring her in and talk with her so that was good.