i feel great! never better. the sun is out, i have to work. i'm not feeling depressed. i don't want to die today. what could be better?!? 
maybe if that was all true. i do have to work and the sun is out but i don't feel great, i do want to die, i am depressed.
maybe if that was all true. i do have to work and the sun is out but i don't feel great, i do want to die, i am depressed.
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Sooooo very glad!!!! Maybe not every day will be this good, but there will be more!!!! Thank you for your entry. I\'ve been wondering how your doing.
Depression hurts, been when you\'re hurting there are people that want to help. I wish you better days. *hug* -Em-
its suckks to be so unhappy, i know..butt hopefully these times will pass,and it\'ll be better.
What is it that your trying to excape from? Is it a particular thing or is it many things that is making you feel so distressed? For me when I get suicidal It starts with one thouth and slowly many other thoughts attatch themselfs onto to the original thought, much like the result of a pebble being thrown in the water. I hope you start feeling better, wishing you ots of strength and clarity to get you through this time.
OH GOD YOU TEASE!!! I was so EXCITED that u felt great! Then you took it all back. But unless we kill ourselves, then we MUST TRY AND CONTINUE ON!!!! Cant u just tell yourself that negativity and feeling down are OUTLAWED! And wear a smile no matter what?! If u fake it long enough, your body and mind follow. YOU WILL feel better. TRY IT!!! I want you to be happy and lively. You are young and BEAUTIFUL!!! U have your whole life ahead of u!!! I love u, Nichole