wow we can post video jounrals, that's pretty cool. ok anyway's.... so i'm hungry but idk why i just don't want to eat. i ate subway but i didn't want to my friend made me. i want to cut. i havent in a while and idk i want to i want to get my pain out idk. i think i will, ya i will.i hung out with my friend, that was nice. we went to the park and layed on the bench and it was beautiful out and the breez was just right and it was soooo nice and beautiful i was happy, calm relaxed.
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Whats going on with u? Did u ask ur counselor about inpatient? If u dont go above your mom and find out for yourself, you wont get in anywhere. Your mom doesn\'t want u to go in anywhere. For some reason she is being selfish and worrying about herself more than she\'s worrying about you. Figure out a way to find out what place would take u. Then your mom cant say shit!!! Cutting is BS! It\'s a silly way to hurt yourself and leave ugly scars!!! U r too pretty and smart for that!!! Call around, and find out!!! DO IT FOR U!!!
i dont\' know where to call i don\'t know what to do. i\'m tired of all this i\'m tied of no one caring no one helping this is crap and i hate it and can\'t take it. cutting is all i can think about right now all i want to do. i\'m sorry i disipoint you, that i disipoint all you.
you dont disapoint me...if you need anything let me know...this is a tough situation...just keep looking ahead to what you know is best for you...im here if you need anything
Your not a disappointment. Your just having a bad day. Bad days always come, and they always go. You just need to learn how to cope with them without cutting. Please talk to your counselor about this.
Kayrl what are you looking for Inpatient for exactly. Having been from Iowa I am sure I can tell you about many places there and may even have some helpful hints to be able to speed up the process. Just give me a shout out and I can tell you about all the places I am aware of. Hope you are well. Glad your drill team meeting went well. Please try not to cut, you have come too far to go back now. Good Luck!