so i just got back from drill team and meeting with my counselor. the counselor- she was nice, i didn't feel like she was judging me so that's good. she asked some hard questions but i got through it.  this is gonna be really hard. i meet with her next week so that's good. drill team was ok. i don't think i'm gonna like it  this much as i did last year. we have to keep dumbing things down for people to do and i hate that. idk i guess i just had high expectatioins for us this year cuz i thought we were gonna be good but now i think we'll just be ok. we do hip hop every year and that's been our thing and this year it's gonna be really cool but i'm scared some of the girls wont be able to do alot of the moves. so the coach brought up a very good idea and we might have a state team and them just like a drill team. but i feel bad leaving some people out and ya know but idk. i have mixed feelins.