so i really want to call this inpatient place and get things set up and see even if my insureance will cover and and all that but i'm scared to call and i'm scared to ask my mom. i have to ask her to do it cuz she's to stupid to do it on her own. sorry that was mean but i feel that i'm the mom here alot and that pisses me off soooooo much! i hate being the mother i'm 16 i'm not suppose to do that. i hate her sometimes, i shouldn't be doing this by myself i should'n't have to be forcing her to do these things for me she shoudl be forcing me and i shoudl be the lazy one. why is it fliped around? i don't understand. why do i have to fight for my life sooo much. why do i have to convince myself everday that i'm worth living.*sigh* :.(