i did not of that last night. i couldn't get a cigarette and i got caught up in my homework that i didn't cut because i was too tired and didn't feel like doing it anymore. hmmmm.

now i'm just sitting here i feel fat! hmmm don't really have any words. i'm really scared about going to the inpatient thing. it's all i really think about. i know i need and should go but it's scary.

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It\'s unfamiliar and being scared of the unknown is natural. But going to inpatient care is also brave and as you take the necessary steps to help yourself, you will gain strength, belief in yourself, more maturity, self respect, possibly respect of others, and certainly spiritual blessings. Keep your eye on the goal. Your beginning to take big forward steps, like how you got through last night. It may seem like hard work right now, but eventually good choices do become easier and then even more desirable. Thats because the results far outweigh the results from undiciplined behavior. You\'ll see. You can do it!!!!
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girl your so not fat
your beautiful

im glad you were tired
i love ya
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Oh my...............FAT??!! The beautiful young woman in those prom pics??? FAR FROM FAT!!!!!!!!!! Look at my ass if u wanna see fat!!!