well feeling like i want to cut right now. um don't know why i guess just in one of thoes moods. i'm been putting off doign my english and i want to do it but i don't. and so i'm pissed that i'm not doing it but i can't bring myself to do it. i guess i just want to get into trouple right now. umm and none of you know this..well actaully some might but when i was younger i use to smoke and dring. not very offten but well i guess i smoked more offten then i drank. so right now i'm having a craving for a smoke. hmmmmmm. well not sure what i want to do right now. cut or smoke.....hmmmm? i'll have to think on it. right now as you can tell i'm in a whatever mood. well actaully it's more of a f-u mood. where i'll do what i want no matter what. hmm i knind of don't like this mood but then again i do. so whatever. see ya
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Being pulled in different directions is always a struggle. I use to hate that when it happened! It\'s kind of like a test to your resolve, you strength. What you do makes the next step in that direction easier. Or the next step away a little harder. Which way to go? Determination and focus toward what you know is best for you is always right, but often difficult. It\'s kind of like choosing the strenous path of walking up a mountainous road vs one into a pit. In the end the air is fresher,the view is better, and you feel like your on top of the world! Choices
definalty smoke rather than cut sweetie
im sorry you were having a bad day hun
love ya,
chasity