well so my mom is pretty much gay! i have a dentist appt on friday and she also scheduled my counselor appt on that day to but she can't change my dentist appt becuase my brother has one on that day to and so i have to take him. so she changed my counselor appt to day. ok that's fine, but she scheduled it at 11 so that would mean that i would have to miss lunch. DUH!!!! so she told me this this morning and i told her that that was during my lunch time and that i wouldn't get lunch then if i went at the time, i was thinking that maybe she would give me some money to get someting after. nope she just told me to grap an apple or a bananna. ARE YOU KIDDING ME!!! can you believe that. ahhhh i was so pissed at that. so then to top it off i accidentally turned off my alram so i woke up at 7:50, opps, then i was gonna leave but had to give my brother a ride in, but it was ok i wasnt late and i thought i was gonna be late but i wasn't so then it wasn't a big deal.
my conselor meeting was ok. idk i don't really feel like i can talk very much, but she was good about talking about what was going on like the abuse and that stuff and then getting off subject and then going back on. i kind of like that. umm she kind of asked if i coudl talk abotu the abuse but i am still not able too. idk if i will ever be. i just feel like i can't, that i can't say it out lound. on here i can because i'm not speaking it but there i have to speak it. not sure if i can do that.
but after my meeting thing idk what you call it lol but after that i called my mom becuase i wasnt' gonna just eat an apple or a banana, so i called her and was like mom can i have some money for lunch, she was just like ahh......long pause.......i guess, fine. grrr she angers me.so she gave me money and i went and ate subway and it was yummy!
after that i went back to school, and after schoool i got my eye borrow's waxed! wow first time doing that! it was weird but cool LOL.
ooo and i'm also readin this book called Blink by Malcolm Gladweel, it's a sycology book (not sure if i spelt that right but i tryed) it's really cool and i'm only like 3 pages in and i love it.
my conselor meeting was ok. idk i don't really feel like i can talk very much, but she was good about talking about what was going on like the abuse and that stuff and then getting off subject and then going back on. i kind of like that. umm she kind of asked if i coudl talk abotu the abuse but i am still not able too. idk if i will ever be. i just feel like i can't, that i can't say it out lound. on here i can because i'm not speaking it but there i have to speak it. not sure if i can do that.
but after my meeting thing idk what you call it lol but after that i called my mom becuase i wasnt' gonna just eat an apple or a banana, so i called her and was like mom can i have some money for lunch, she was just like ahh......long pause.......i guess, fine. grrr she angers me.so she gave me money and i went and ate subway and it was yummy!
after that i went back to school, and after schoool i got my eye borrow's waxed! wow first time doing that! it was weird but cool LOL.
ooo and i'm also readin this book called Blink by Malcolm Gladweel, it's a sycology book (not sure if i spelt that right but i tryed) it's really cool and i'm only like 3 pages in and i love it.
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I might go read that. About the therapist. If you WANT her to know about the abuse but just can\'t say it to her face what you want to (I had a problem talking about some things to my therapist, so I wrote it down in a note and told her she could read it. So that is an option if you want. You will be able to talk about it eventually. Good job getting money off your mom! Nice to hear you are eating too! I give you props!
im glad ur conucelor seems to be nice, so i hope your able to feel comfortable around her...
hope it works good.
and glad u got a job and ate yummy subway.