do i go to inpatient care or do i not? do i go to inpatient care or do i not? do i go to inpatient care or do i not? do i go to inpatient care or do i not? do i go to inpatient care or do i not?
hhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmm :S
i want to go but i'm stared i don't want to feel like i'm a prisonare you know. but i feel like i will, but then again i feel like i wont. i want to go i think that it will really help me. what do you guy's think? please help me, i need it right now.
the reason i really want to go is because i'm tired of hiding and i'm tired of liveing like this.
i am alway's involed in everything it seems like. i do cross country, after that i go to basketball, after that i did go to track but i'm not in that, i don't like the coach, and i needed to take time for me. in the summer i do race america pratice and then after that go to open gym's. in the past 2 years i have never missed on pratice or one open gym for basketball. well i missed one pratice because i was sick and that's the only reason. and also in the summer and during basektabll i do drill team. now i love all these things, and i'm glad that i'm involed and most of you would think so too. but the thing i've noticed that because i am so involed that i don't take time to just stop and think about me and i don't stop to help myself. i have hidden what has happend to be behind my sports and my dedication. i guess i feel that if i do it will go away. but i guess it wont.
so that's the reason i want to do this. the summer is the perfect time to do it. i wont be gone the whole summer or atleast i hope not and i can alway's catch up, i'm a fast learner. so i don't have any propblem going but i'm just scared because i wont have anything to hide behind and there will be nothing i can really fall back on. so i think it will be good to get away and stop worrying about basketball and about sports and about myself. and i think that most of you guy's would agree wiht that. it's just scarry lol
hhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmm :S
i want to go but i'm stared i don't want to feel like i'm a prisonare you know. but i feel like i will, but then again i feel like i wont. i want to go i think that it will really help me. what do you guy's think? please help me, i need it right now.
the reason i really want to go is because i'm tired of hiding and i'm tired of liveing like this.
i am alway's involed in everything it seems like. i do cross country, after that i go to basketball, after that i did go to track but i'm not in that, i don't like the coach, and i needed to take time for me. in the summer i do race america pratice and then after that go to open gym's. in the past 2 years i have never missed on pratice or one open gym for basketball. well i missed one pratice because i was sick and that's the only reason. and also in the summer and during basektabll i do drill team. now i love all these things, and i'm glad that i'm involed and most of you would think so too. but the thing i've noticed that because i am so involed that i don't take time to just stop and think about me and i don't stop to help myself. i have hidden what has happend to be behind my sports and my dedication. i guess i feel that if i do it will go away. but i guess it wont.
so that's the reason i want to do this. the summer is the perfect time to do it. i wont be gone the whole summer or atleast i hope not and i can alway's catch up, i'm a fast learner. so i don't have any propblem going but i'm just scared because i wont have anything to hide behind and there will be nothing i can really fall back on. so i think it will be good to get away and stop worrying about basketball and about sports and about myself. and i think that most of you guy's would agree wiht that. it's just scarry lol
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you need to go
Although I think this is a personal decision, here\'s what I think. I think that inpatient care is more expensive, but it is definitely beneficial. It\'s around the clock constant care and so you get plenty of help that you need and it\'s constant support. So much progress can be made and it will really help on the road to healing. It\'s a quicker route to recovery. Outpatient care is great as well, but it\'s usually only once a week so you don\'t have as much support and it takes a bit longer. But the end result is the same. So it\'s up to you. You know you best so trust your judgement.
Kayrl, your not confused, your just not listening to your higher self. You already know what you need to do. You said: \"i don\'t stop to help myself. i have hidden what has happend to be behind my sports and my dedication. i guess i feel that if i do it will go away. but i guess it wont.\" You already know what to do. I\'m not so sure that outpatient care can be just as effective for everyone. Some people need that constant support and removal from the people, places and things that bring temptations for optimal effectiveness. Outpatient care could work, but only if your resolve is in doing what it takes and your strong enough to resist temptation. It\'s a decision either way, and a life altering one for the better. You are wise to seek help now to ensure a better future. If you pay close attention to your honesty, you will see that you already know what is best for you.
hey sweetie, i was just thinking,, do you maybe keep really busy to stay away from the house? is that where the abuse occured ? i keep away from my childhood home bcuz of that. there are smellls and pictures and rooms that all hold and reinflict the memories. So now that im a grown up okay...
now that i accept the fact that i have feeling and acknowledge them more i realize the house is bad juju!!!! not to mention my father is an asshole along with his wife they are very nonsupportive of me.. that all plays a part in feelings ya know.;) and i keep really nutso busy so i dont slow down enough to feel some of the stuff that really bugs me..
so tAKE A DAY OR AT LEAST 40 MINUTES TO AN LHOUR SIT some place you really feel good at and just think about what YOU want need have to have to make yuo feel good!! and ya know what who cares what anyone else thinks just DO FOR YOU!!!!
Hello I guess u need sum sorta professional advise and councelling,direction but maybe not severe,intense inpatient help! It\'s just its not nice! so u prolly dnt wnt tht but just some councelling