oh today was ok...kind of tired most of the day so that sucked. i failed my english test, oh well. took a science test not sure how i did, prolly not good i suck at science, oh well.

i went to catch up on my math (it's on a computer and only certain coputer will get into it so i can't do it at home which sucks) and so i was talkign with this teacher and i was a lil stressed because of everything going on and so i was talking wiht her a lil bit but just told her the main things and didn't go into detail which i wish we would have or she would have been of more help. i just told her i was stressed and wanted to cry and that i was looking for incare places or whatever and not sure how it's gonna work like if they take insureance and how much and it my parents will go for it and i just got a job and so i'm pretty sure it wont be able to work out for the summer cuz that's prolly when i'll go so that i wont have to miss school and i stressed about missing basketball camps and all that cuz then i'll have even less time to get prepared but i guess i'll have the season and that just means i'll have to work hareder but i'm sure i'll be able to make some of them depending on when i'll go. but i guess i just wanted her to listen and try and help but my friend came and she was heading home anyway's and so she offered to take her home cuz she doesnt' have a car right now cuz it's gettign fixed so ya. once she left i started crying because i was just so overwhelmed and wanted someone to talk to but there is never anyone around long enough for me to talk to so that just makes me feel like crap and that i'm no worth people staying around and talking with. idk. and i'm hungry and just want ot go and lie down and cry lol but i wont i might walk my dog down to the river and sit there and sing, something i like to do. thanks for listening guys.