well today was good. my mom finally talked to me and i think were ok or she's just sucking up but atleast she's talkign to me. she didn't this morning but when i went to see her and my dad at the gold corse to show them my hair cut she was nice but idk if that was cuz there was a nother couple wiht them but later she called to invite me to go and eat supper wiht them (my parents) and then she called later to see if my firend and i would want to come and sit at teh fire but i said no and i also didn't eat wiht them. i was with a friend and i just didn't want to be like oh you have to go i need to go and eat with my parents. but so ya i think were good now. but idk about my counselor yet but i'll give her a try i just don't know i can't open up to people and so it's gonna be really hard. especially because she's like going through treatment and so i'm scared to talk about my proplems because i'm complaining about my life and everything and she's hurting too so idk i would just feel bad and will be woundering how she's doing and how thinkgs are going for her with treatment idk. if i can't talk i'll try someone else.
my friend and i went and got some ice cream and just drove around. we went to go and try and find my g-pas house. i don't know how to get there but i know the town lol. and then we went and played bball for a lil bit with some guy's and then drove around. it was fun but now i'm tired and am prolly gonna go to bed. good night everyone, sweet dreams love you.
my friend and i went and got some ice cream and just drove around. we went to go and try and find my g-pas house. i don't know how to get there but i know the town lol. and then we went and played bball for a lil bit with some guy's and then drove around. it was fun but now i'm tired and am prolly gonna go to bed. good night everyone, sweet dreams love you.
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kayla i pray that you will be able to talk during counceling, and that you will be able to trust in her and open your heart up and spill all these demons that have been hurting you.
im glad you and your mom are better.take care k
love ya.
chasity
I just wanted to let you know, that even if your counselor is in treatment (and thats info u shouldnt know! Wrong of her), being a counselor herself, is her job. Its what she wants to be doing. And your problems, or your history or your whining to her, CAN BE HELPFUL to her as well! So try to see it in a new way. That just maybe, you are there to get help, but also helping her out in her own treatment. My example could be, you came on here to look for support. And if all of these people that you have met and are friends with now, were HEALTHY, HAPPY, OK WITH their lives now and in the past, how much would it have helped you? Probably not at all! To get better, I need to talk to people who are JUST like me! I want to hear from people who have been through what I\'ve been through, so they can help me, guide me, or just compare notes with me so I dont feel alone. That is what makes the circle of healing. So, on some level, your talks in therapy could be helping her in some aspect of her own healing. Dont withhold information thats hurting you, to protect your counselor!! Throw it all up when you are ready. Little bits at a time if you need to. Love Nichole