ooo i'm feel like a blob if that makes sence. i'm getting kind of hot but i think that's because i had my lamp poining down on to my books and i was leaning over on them and so the light hit my face and i stayed there and so i got hot lol. i have a bio test tomorrow and i don't really want to take it i don't want to be in school right now. i just want summer to come. i want a job i want to be independent i just want to leave and just go somewhere i don't care where just leave and be alone and no one there. this might sound weird but idk why i kind of love this sound of going off the road. like when i'm driving and want to run off the road i just kind of let my car start heading towards the ditch and once i hear the gravle i stay there for a few seconds and then move back onto the road. i get really scared and my heard starts beating fast and it's kind of like going off the road but not really. idk that prolly doesnt make any sence but it does to me.