well i'm feeling pretty lonly right now. i don't hang out with my friends anymore. i feel like they don't like me or that they don't want to be around me. the people i used to be really close to all now have other friends or a nother "best friend" i guess. My best friend is with another group, they call themselves "the triangle" and now we don't hang out anymore with just the two of us. we were friends ever since 2nd grade we were like sisters. you would never see her without me being close behind and the other way. people would be amaized if they saw us without the other one. but know we hardly see eachother with her group and her b/f i just want her back i want us back. my other really good friend idk we just stoped hanging out. this year i was put on both varsity and jv for basketball but i wasn't able to handel them both since i wasn the captin on the jv team i felt they needed me more so i asked if i could just not do jv and the varsity coach said that was fine. so now me and my friend don't see eachother, i sometimes wish i woudl have stayed our for varsity then maybe i would have someone to talk to. i'm alway's home alone which i don't really mind it gives me time to think and do what i want to do but i get really lonly. i wish i had a sister. my oldest brother the one who hurt me is on iraq serving us. and my other brother is never home he likes to go and get drunk and do nother. my mom and dad both work till 5 but we dont' talk. my dad doesnt know what to say to me i guess he feels guilty for what happend to me and my mom idk i'm pissed at her i guess. i just want a friend, a sister. srry this was really long
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girl, im sooo sorry for everything you have been through Your not alone though there are so many peoploe out there that feel the same thing. I live in san diego now, but used to live in bama, so just about all of my friends are on the other side of the country and i get lonely alot. And i know high school and jr high can be cruel to people but you eventually find your true friends..if you ever need anyone to talk to im here
I know what your feeling all too well. What I\'ve learned is that eveything changed, even the things you are soooo comfortable with. You two can still be friends, just maybe not the same. It could be that you have learned from her what you needed to on your journey through this life, there is a lot more people waiting around the corner for you to meet, love and learn from. My bestfriend & I have been so since first day of freshman year in h/s, that\'s 11 years alreay, and I always told everyone she is going to be with me till we die, she\'s gonna be a godmother to my first born, blah blah blah. But things are most certainly changing, her interests are different, we don\'t have much to say to one another right now, we are on opposite sides of the universe, but I still love her. I just realized it\'s time for MOre friends, not simply new ones and I\'m going to disgard Claudia, no, just more of them, more like minded folks, ones that can influence me and bring new food to my table of life and visa versa, I have a lot to talk about that Claudia simply can\'t lend anything to. It is a very sad thought, losing your best friend but not the end. You seem like a very fun and outgoing girl, you shouldn\'t have a hard time meeting new friends at all!
Sounds like we have very similar teen years. Fortunately, I got through mine. But they were lame. I, too, had no friends and I\'d spend all my time between school and bed sobbing. Just know you\'re not alone. And know it eventually gets better.