well i just talked to my brother who sexually abused me. i asked him if he was mad at me and he said no that he's not mad anymore. he said that he's accepted it and know's it was his fault. i guess that really helps to know that he know's he did something wrong. i asked him y he did it and y he did it to me. he said it was bc of his hormones and i was the only one around. it give's me alot of closer but i still have my feelsing about it all that i need to work through, but i cant do it alone i guess i just want ppl to talk to but no one seems to want to listen or want's to take the time. i just keep it in side, i cry at night alot and that helps keep me going.
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I would like to say hi. I was also abused. It started when I was about 4 yrs old and by my female cousin. Now when I see her I get grossed out and think she is a bitch. I really just try to avoid her all together, but at family functions there is no way around it. I didn\'t and really still don\'t talk about it. But after I find someone who has been through the same stuff and we talk, i feel a little better. One thing to remember also is knowone, KNOWONE will ever totally understand you. But this can also be fun. You are misterious!!! Be proud of who you think you are.