Crumbs,it's a month nearly since i wrote in my journal.Where do i start hmm lets see.        I'm feeling lot better,i miss my Dad but i know he is around and that i have to move forward for him as much as for myself and the family.It was 7 months on Saturday since Dad left us but it was also my Nan's 94th birthday,so we had her over for the day.I decorated the house and got her a cake and made a big fuss.She loved it.She even loved my cooking,Nan's cooking is so hard to beat,i love her roast potato's.Lol.       We have had a week of lovely weather here.I don't know how long it's going to last but it's worked out well as Marc has gone a got a convertible sports car.It's been one of the things he has wanted for a long time.He hasn't got the lotus he wanted but a Honda S2000.He has worked so hard this year so he deserves it.I do love it but i'm more of a practical person as we still have the children around so we are having a marc's Mum's car as she cannot drive anymore as her Parkinson's has progress.She has an automatic car so i've got to go for my test as i do not drive at the moment.That will be a great advantage as i can look further afield for another job,take Mum out and just be independant. What else,Aaron has gone back to uni and he is now renting a house with 3 other lads so that will be good for him.Liam is just liam doing his football and on his xbox.We have so many girls knocking for him he gets quite embaressed.lol I have done 2 weeks holiday cover and just got 2 more weeks to do.So sorry if i'm not here as much as i am normally.   I'd just like to say Thank You all for helping me through the loss of my wonderful Daddy.I miss him every day and wish for that one last kiss or the hug or just the words "LOVE YOU"     Must go for now,love you all.Hugs Sue xxx