I haven't written anything for a few weeks.What does that mean mmm?I'm just plodding along as you do.I think and talk to Dad everyday perhaps i don't need to write it down anymore.. It's 25 weeks tomorrow since you left us Dad.I can't seem to keep up with the weeks it just seems like forever.Liam goes back to school tomorow and Aaron goes back to uni in a few weeks can you watch over him for me please he really has to knuckle down this year.Marc's been working so hard to get the school finished so hopefully last day today.We are both having a week off soon so we be able to spend some time together.Mum's up and down so much her councelling is going ok she said,she still feels guilty for not getting you home but she had home all ready that day but it was just not meant to be.Wayne well,he has kept busy and i think it's beginning to catch up will him.As for me i just roll with everything i am finding things hard but i'll be ok.I think about you every Day and the piture i have in the living room is one that was taken  about twent years ago and you look very handsome so when i look at it it makes me smile and thats how i think you will look now.Happy and Healthy.Love you loads and miss you so much love your NO 1 daughter xxxxx