Why can't i shake this feeling off.I just feel crap.I hardly done anything in my week off now back to work tonight oh what joy.I'm so angry with my eldest Aaron he's just finished his first year at uni.Dad left the boys his car which they sold and had the money we told Aaron his money could be used to help him through next year were not a family that can chuck money every time he runs out he has a job up there so it helps get him by.If he does get in a pickle them obviously we help him out.His Dad after 19 years has only just started to be there loads of promises but nothing ever comes off so it's down to me,Marc,Mum and my Brother, he's nothing but  a waste of space.Anyway when Aaron came home he announce he was going on holiday(lucky for some) for 10 days his girlfriend had sorted it out.to cut along story short he told Marc that he was in alot of debt.Well i'm so cross he should not of gone on holiday and whats happened to his money.He's avoiding me at the moment but i will have it out with him.I've always taught my boys you have to work for what you want.He wanted to go to uni and i am so proud of him but uni and living come first when he's done his time and earning the money  then yes he can do as he pleases but we can't bail him out every time.I just want him to get on it's a worry as it is with him all the way up there.We told hm when he comes home that he had to get a job for the summer which he has but know he's got to pay this debt of when it was meant to be helping for the next year at uni to,ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH KIDS