Bad Day

Today has seemed to be a really bad day.I know it's only early and it's goings to get worse as it's only 3 weeks and 1 day.the last 3 weeks it's just rolled into one and it's all like a dream with the funeral arrangements,the funeral, people ringing,coming round now it over it,s  finally began to hit us.I miss my dad so much and i know he's with me but i wish i colud have just one more kiss and to say love ya daddy.xx