Sad

It has been a long time since I have been on.  So much has happened.  I have been trying to forgive but it is just not working.  My ex keeps calling me, showing up at my house.  Has been trying so hard, at least what I thought, then this weekend I called him to say hello and She answered his phone.  He claims he was lonely because I was out of town at my brothers wedding.  So does this mean its okay to continue to play both of us.  The ow explained she knows we were trying to work things out but she loves him too much to let him go...  I hung up and haven't answered any of his calls.  It is finally over.  I guess I needed another slap in the face to snap, this won't change and I am better then him!  If he is so lonely, then I hope they fill his void together.  I am applying for a new job in another city.  Pray for me that I can move without any hassle!!!  Your support has been greatly appreciated.  Hope all my friends are doing well.  Keep your head up, it is hard, but we all have to keep trying!!!!!!!!  Theresa :-)