I am so tired of listening to everyones BS about how I should or shouldn't feel. In a family where there is only me and my sister I am the one that is left out or at least thats how I feel. Noone understands anything about me much less how I feel about anything and noone tries. God knows I shouldn't worry about anything that doesn't directly concern my kids or at least thats the way I hear it. I have noone to lean on when it seems like nothing is going right. I am getting tired of life in general. I don't know what to do. Some days I just want to give up living and this whole month has been that way.