Feeling better

I am feeling much better, in spite of. I have my ups and downs, and I believe that is going to be the case until I get my meds adjusted. Although they are helping, I am still having manic episodes, and of extreme jealousy then it goes away. My husband is going to think I am losing my mind. The children already think so. But whatever. They google everything else, let them google bipolar disorder and manic depression.  My sister who is bipolar, a cutter, and has depression all since she was sixteen is moving in with me on the first of the month. It didn't go well two months ago, and I don't think it will this time either. The tension in my house is already so thick a chainsaw couldn't cut it. Hopefully she will find her a place soon. Other than that I am okay, just need me a spa day.