Here is what I just posted. It is how I feel. I decided to just paste it in to avoid having to retype it. I am trying to stay positive, I really am. I am terrified. FINALLY, i got a tentative diagnosis for why I have had this asthma/sinus/bronchitis/flu stuff since early September. COPD. I still have to see a pulmonologist. How many diseases can one have? Let's count: diabetes, type 2, asthma, depression, MS, and now another one? I feel like I will never, ever again get all of these things to settle down all at the same time. When one thing gets better, another pops up. I'm trying hard not to feel sorry for myself. I'm trying not to think about it. When I feel the need to take a deep breath, I am reminded of what might lie ahead. I'm trying to still the screams inside my head, I'm trying to not have an anxiety attack, I'm trying...and I'm reaching out to all of you. I know that there are several of you who have multiple diseases and that I am not the only one. COPD, to me, is a far worse diagnosis than MS (since I have the R/R MS). I'm trying not to be 'needy,' but, Please....take my hand.THIS SUCKS! Posted on 01/09/08, 01:01 am
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You are in my prayers. I truly believe that God does not give a person more than they czn handle. Some of us are deemed to be a good handlers. You r in my thoughts and prayers.
Hang in there, things will get a little less crazy. Some of us are given a heavy load to carry, but we are never given more than we can handle with prayers and the support of friends!
I am so sorry my friend, know that you are in my prayers.
XXXXXXX, Sue
Always for you skool marm. But don\'t get upset if I start to dance with ya!
MY PRAYER ARE FOR U HUN AND THINKING OF U LOADS OF LOVE LIZXXXXXX